In a revealing interview, Zimbabwean football sensation Khama Billiat has opened up about his controversial exit from South Africa’s Kaizer Chiefs, a club where he once held the title of the highest-paid player.

His candid reflections highlight the immense pressure he faced, both on and off the pitch, and the mental toll that ultimately influenced his decision to leave.

Billiat joined Kaizer Chiefs in 2018, arriving with high expectations after a successful stint at Mamelodi Sundowns. During his time at Sundowns, he achieved remarkable success, including three league titles, a Nedbank Cup, and the prestigious CAF Champions League. His transfer to Chiefs was met with excitement, as fans anticipated his contributions to the club’s quest for silverware.

However, Billiat’s experience at Chiefs was marred by challenges that many fans were unaware of. In an interview on the MhlengiSports YouTube Channel, he candidly discussed the pressures that accompanied his role.

Despite enjoying moments of success, such as reaching the CAF Champions League final in 2021, the relentless demands of performance, coupled with persistent injuries, took a significant toll on his mental health.

“The negotiations always go either way,” Billiat explained. “I felt like it was time for me to move back home.

They wanted me to stay, but I don’t think I was mentally strong enough to take another season again. With all the injuries I was getting and the pressure I was under, it became frustrating.”

The scrutiny from fans and media added another layer of stress. Billiat acknowledged that the perception of being overpaid while not delivering trophies weighed heavily on him.

“I didn’t mind the salary cut; I appreciate it. I would have stayed, but I just felt like the pressure was too much for me to take. There was so much going on,” he reflected.

Despite these challenges, Billiat maintains a positive outlook on his time at Kaizer Chiefs. He emphasized the camaraderie within the team and the support he received from his teammates. “I feel like people don’t realize how much I enjoyed my time at Chiefs.

I played in the CAF Champions League final; not many are fortunate enough to do that,” he expressed. His pride in representing the club was evident, even as he faced criticism.

As his contract expired in June 2023, Billiat briefly returned for pre-season training before disappearing from the scene for several months. Speculation about potential transfers to clubs in the Middle East and South Africa circulated, but none materialized, leaving him without a club for an extended period. This uncertainty added to the mental strain he was experiencing.

In February, Billiat made a fresh start by joining Yadah FC in Zimbabwe. This move has revitalized his career, allowing him to showcase his talents once again.

Currently, he is a joint top goal-scorer in the Zimbabwean Premiership with 12 goals, a remarkable feat that has also led to his recall to the Zimbabwe national team after a brief retirement in 2021. His contributions have been instrumental in Zimbabwe’s recent back-to-back victories over Namibia in AFCON qualifiers.

Billiat’s resurgence in Zimbabwe stands in stark contrast to his time at Kaizer Chiefs. While his tenure at Naturena didn’t yield the trophies expected, his story reveals the mental strain faced by professional athletes, particularly those under constant scrutiny.

He shared insights into the emotional challenges that come with being in the spotlight, emphasizing the importance of mental health in sports.

His decision to prioritize mental well-being over high-profile football in South Africa serves as a reminder of the human cost of professional sports. Billiat’s experience sheds light on the importance of mental health in athletics and the pressures that come with fame.

“I am the only one person, so I couldn’t take so much, and it got to a point where most of the time I was not myself, even when I was at home,” he admitted.

As he looks forward to potentially winning the Zimbabwean PSL Golden Boot, Billiat’s journey illustrates that success is not just about trophies but also about personal well-being and fulfillment.

His story resonates with many athletes who face similar pressures, reminding them that stepping away can sometimes be the bravest choice.

Meanwhile, Kaizer Chiefs continue their quest for silverware, with a Carling Knockout Cup last-16 clash against SuperSport United scheduled for Saturday, October 19th.

Billiat’s story serves as an inspiration, highlighting that the path to success is multifaceted, and sometimes, prioritizing one’s mental health is the key to true resilience and happiness in the world of professional sports.